Amber Aubin
You were the best Mom and Grammie out there! Words can not express how broken I am without you but I know one day will come where I will finally feel okay. Not normal, not the same but OK. I won’t ever be the same but I will forever strive to continue making you proud of the women and mother I am- the one you raised me to be! Thank you for breaking such a viscous cycle. Thank you for always making sure I had someone to talk to no matter what. Thank you for always being my shoulder to cry on. Dad and I will continue that with each other. We’ve been having a lot of father-daughter quality time and I just know your up there smiling because of the moments we’ve shared and are sharing in your memory. We will take care of each other. We will be okay.. one day and your pumpkin will always grow up knowing just how much you loved her and man does she love you too! She still asks about you she says “Grammie had to go bye-bye, but she loves me and I miss her” I will always tell her the truth on why you had to leave us. She will never ever feel like you abandoned her. We love you so very much! Thank you for being everything I could have ever needed and wanted in a mom. Thank you for always looking out for not only myself but for my little family as well. Thank you again for breaking the cycle. Thank you for giving me one heck of a beautiful and amazing life! We have so many amazing memories together but my favorites are 1) vacationing on pompano beach. 2) You meeting and holding my newborn baby for the first time. 3) my wedding day. I will never ever forget the abundance of love in your eyes and you smile. That is always how I’m going to choose to see you. The love. The smiles. The laughter. I will forever cherish you and the amazing times we’ve shared throughout my life. I wish you didn’t have to leave me. I wish we had more time together but I know you will never have another ounce of pain ever again and that makes me happy. R.I.P Mama you’re with your brothers now. 😭 💔❤️🩹💋
