Birth date: Oct 7, 1936 Death date: Dec 22, 2024
Ronald D. Naponic, 88, of Apex, North Carolina passed away December 22, 2024 at Wakemed Cary Hospital in Cary, North Carolina. He was born October 7, 1936, in Salina, Pennsylvania the son of the late Nicholas Aaron Naponic and Edn Read Obituary
I love and miss you
All my Love, Linda
There are days when I feel like I am just existing…..
There are days I have no energy to pretend I am okay…..
There are days where I just want to close the door and be left alone….
Because I can't help the way I feel…..
The hardest thing is putting a face of smiles or laughter for family or friends when I just want to cry and scream and pretend this nightmare will end soon…..
Days are long, nights seem to be long and before you know it the next day is here….
This is grief …..this the norm now….
why cant I just feel normal like I used to be…..when you were here…..
But realising you're not here anymore….
That's the difference……
Plus How I’m dealing with the loss of you…..
Honestly life is soooo difficult without you….
I so wish it didn't but that's the way it is….
But days turn into weeks and months….
They say time's a great healer….. I’m almost sure they are wrong & I’m just taking each day as it comes….
I honestly don't think I'll ever be me again…..because you're not here
But I will try ……because I know you wouldn't want me suffering & sad…..
We had difficult years along with beautiful years …(we had over 45+ years together)
I just miss you so much that it breaks my heart….
With time I hope it changes or maybe I will just learn to live with it…
But I will always remember the joy we shared the memories we created….over the years…
That brings joy to my heart….
And also sadness because we can't talk about them together again….
But one day we will shared all our fond memories once again…..
But I'm going to try my hardest to push through the days
To still make you proud
Even if I have good or bad days with tears thinking about you….
I want you to know I will keep your memory alive….
I will talk about you to everyone ….because it makes me smile and l love you so much…..
So from heaven …and I know God has you,….since you were saved….keep checking in on us ….as I know you will and I'll keep talking to you….. as I always do….
Even if it's to have sadness about life here without you…….
Soooooo For now I'll carry you in my heart and soul until we meet again one day….
Lots of love from me to you …..always and forever…Linda
I love & miss you!
All my love, Linda
I miss you….
Linda
